She is Back!

Valerie and Max on a boulder.We have pretty much just concentrated on rebuilding for this whole year. Actually it has been one year and four months since the Oregon Road Wildfire changed so many lives here in Elk WA. This is a picture of me and Max helping Pete to lay boulders down where the roof sheds snow. Erosion control.

You may not have seen us and wondere what we are up to. Well, it takes all the energy you can collect to actually get through all the County paperwork and restrictions so you can build. Then the insurance companies are another large barrier to overcome. They eventually do pay what is owed if you stick to your guns, and are able to do a lot of spreadsheet lists to their liking.

It is not funny how many times I have been asked to show pictures or receipts to prove we owned something. That is kind of hard to do when everything you have has been reduced to ashes and twisted metal. We have even considered just taking some ash and putting it into an envelope then mailing it to the intelligent person asking for proof.

Our home was nestled in a thick forest and was private and full of wildlife. We miss the trees and all the shade and protection they supplied. I still feel quite exposed and am still not used to seeing all of our neighbors houses. We will have to put curtains on our windows and that is new. More security is a must when we are this exposed, especially when some newer neighbors are marginally certifiable.

 

We hope to move in soon and are awaiting that day with great anticipation.

Wildfire Destroys

house fire debris 2023A wildfire destroys everything you are familiar with so fast. On August 18th of 2023, a home full of lifetime accomplishments and accumulation disappeared. We had 20 minutes to get out. See a more detailed description of that day at this post.

Home before the fireMoving On

This beautiful house was gone. Grief over loss can get you down, making it hard to move forward. Or, it can inspire you to search for what’s left that is good today. The only thing you can do is stay in the present to keep your sanity.
Kubota Tractor melted Here is a picture of our melted Kubota tractor parked in front of the house. Wildfires (Oregon Road Wildfire in Elk) quickly simplify your life. Reducing to an overnight bag, suitcases, and a few boxes is a lesson in humility. It is peculiar how the missing “stuff” begins to matter less and less as time goes by. The sting of the loss decreases with time.caterpillar in front of garage debris

It is a journey we slowly walk, towards an unknown destination. Having much less is fine after all. Don’t get me wrong, there are times when my memory shows me…  Grandpa’s clock ticking and announcing the hours. I can see it in the dining room and notice a tear leaving my eye. Look at this picture of the garage debris with the old caterpillar parked in front.

1872 Apple PressMemories pop up randomly. My piano. and my Mom’s music book that we played duets together so long ago. The many photographs of our family, children as babies, parents, aunts, uncles, and cousins are all gone. Trophies, ribbons, heirloom linens, and that wonderful apple cider press. Okay, I am sure you get the picture.

Silence

I have quit sharing my stories and thoughts on these blogs during the past nine months. What could I say? I don’t want to share negativity with no solutions. Many survivors after the fire have taken to airing daily frustrations and publicly comparing notes on who did what to whom. It doesn’t help anyone. If I don’t have anything good to say, don’t say anything at all. Remember those sayings?

Wildfire destroys, but it may also have some good effects too. I don’t think I will collect as much stuff this time and maybe I will appreciate more. There is now a light at the end of the tunnel, so, buckle your seatbelts and hold on for a ride. The writer is back and so is the artist.

 

Remnants of Life

Remnants of Life PhotographNoticing the remnants of life around me. After a great visit with our family in the Colorado Rocky Mountains, we started the long drive home.  Aspen are magical, as they transform the color of an entire mountainside in Fall. They take my breath away. My husband and I stopped on the side of the road and took a short walk to stretch our legs and reenergize. We followed what looked like an old game trail meandering up the hill.

A Beautiful Spot

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14.5w x 22.5h watercolor, acrylic on 140lb wc paper

Suddenly, as we crested the hill we came upon a beautiful meadow with a patch of brilliant yellow aspens just a little way off in the distance. There was this great old fencepost standing with a lean, he was all tangled up in barbed wire and I could see where the fence line was long ago. There were multiple posts leaning and falling down in a line leading away from us.

Remnants of Life 07I wondered what kind of stories that old fence post could tell if he could talk. That post was where a gate had hung, at the base of a beautiful expanse of grazing land. Was this a large farm or ranch in the past? Were there cattle, horses, gardens, homes, and barns? This artist’s mind kicked into high gear then. Wouldn’t it be great to explore and see if the story from a long time ago could be found? Are there pioneer cabins back there? Big ole’ log barns? Ponds?

Remnants of Life 12Where did all the people go? Standing there, we were very much alone as the sun sank further down in the sky. I took some photographs of this sturdy old cracked fence guardian before leaving.

Remnants of Life 18His, “Remnants of Life” will remain a secret, but the beauty of the land that he guards will be seen by whoever views this painting.

I Heard the Bells

Movie & PopcornYou must go see, “I Heard the Bells” at the Regal Theatres in Northtown. I guarantee you that it is absolutely worth the trip to town. Our dear friends invited us to go to Spokane and see this movie yesterday afternoon and what a blessing it was. I believe it was the best movie I have seen in years. Can’t wait to buy a copy of it on DVD so we can watch it every year.

The acting was absolutely inspirational. The story of the Longfellow family will embrace your heart. You will never listen to that beautiful “I Heard the Bells”, song again without thinking of this story in the background.

Max is the Talking Dog

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Max talks to us

Max is the talking dog, check out his YouTube video link above. He is a half Swiss Mountain Dog, half Pit Bull who likes to tell us it is time to go outside and play, time to eat, time to cruise in the car or pickup, etc. He is the very “vocal dude” in the house who wants to run the fastest, always, whenever he is outside because he is a racer. We love his voice and his fabulous eyebrow expressions.

Mountain Blue Bird Photography

Mountain Blue Bird 01Mountain Blue Birds. Imagine focusing on the bride and groom as they are taking their wedding vows. Then suddenly noticing, a bluebird perched on a fencepost right beside you. Some of the best shots I have ever gotten were accidental.

Mountain Blue Bird 02My brother and sister-in-law let me borrow their camera to take pictures of a wedding and reception at the Woelk family farm property that Dan and Ann owned.

Before digital photography became affordable, my photos had to be more carefully planned. When shooting with film the costs involved with developing and printing the film prohibit you from making unusable mediocre or bad prints.

Depletion of your wallet content is a great incentive to improve your photography skills.

Mountain Blue Bird 03I fell in love with Dan’s professional digital camera that day. Pete saved and bought me a “real” camera the next year, a Nikon D60.

Mountain Blue Bird 04It is a true blessing to be able to shoot as many pictures as you may want without the worry about the cost of developing negatives and printing to hold you back. The most time-consuming part of photography for me now is, sorting through, naming, and discarding the less than perfect shots.

As I worked on sorting through the wedding shots that week, I keep finding myself going back to these pictures of the Mountain Blue Bird and his beautiful cerulean blue plumage. The fence post with its twisted-up wire and fungus has a ton of character too. I was hooked.

Many paintings I do begin from love affairs like this with photography.

Yellow Rose 01

Rose Yellow PhotoYellow Rose 01 Tutorial. When your garden provides the perfect yellow rose, you just have to paint it. This photograph captured all of the curving surfaces so well that I could not resist.

Rose Yellow Sketch

Beginning with laying out the blossom I add some stem, leaves, and smaller buds alongside. I work with the arrangement until I feel a little interesting movement happening between the shapes and sizes.

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Beginning with lemon yellow as the palest, and adding Azo Nickel yellow and then even some light cad I begin to get the first petals to curve and show me their light. Each and every petal has highlighted areas, medium tones, and the shadows making up the changing surfaces. Petals are not flat.Rose Yellow 03 As more of the petals are given their yellow base washes I begin to see the magic of three-dimensional illusion begin to appear. Flowers are so very amazing with the way they curve every which way showing light hitting their surfaces in ever-changing values.

The rose foliage is also given an initial watercolor wash in light yellow and thin sap greens.

Next

Dahlias Closeup 01

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I take pictures of my dahlias closeup then use them to rearrange where they are on the canvas till I am satisfied with the layout before I paint them. These are two of the pictures that have the two largest flowers, so you can see what I mean by moving them around.

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sketch

I see the beauty of the blooms popping out over a bed full of green leaves and stems somewhat blurry in the background. My eyes see this set of photos this way when I glance at them.

Now the trick will be to decide what amount of detail I want to include in the leaves behind and underneath the flowers. This is the layout sketch for this painting of Dahlias Closeup from our garden before I get the paints out.

Next

Games Kids Play

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Jenka Lottie Isaac Ben 05

Games kids play. The amazing thing about this whole series of pictures is the changing facial expressions and reactions of all the people as they watched. Jenka affects the whole group and this game got the whole family going. In this first image you can see avid interest as Lottie selects which piece she is going to take.

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Jenka Lottie Isaac Ben 04

With the middle of the column already pretty unstable, it was getting difficult to remove pieces without making it fall. Nerve racking. The boys are surprised at which piece she chose.

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Jenka Lottie Isaac Ben 07
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Jenka Lottie Isaac Ben 08

They watch the piece move. Look at the intense expressions while watching with anticipation (including a tongue).

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Jenka Lottie Isaac Ben 10

She does it without having the blocks topple over and it blows Isaac’s mind.

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Jenka Lottie Isaac Ben 11

Lottie is feeling truly triumphant! Yay! La Dee Dah!

 

 

Expressions Playing Games

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Which one should I try?

Pictures that show youthful expressions playing games. Young people playing Jenka for New Year.

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This one.
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Ooooooh.

Even though the tower shakes, he keeps slowly pulling the piece out.

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Stay up there, come on.
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Whew! Got it.
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I did it! Wow! Can you believe it!
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Gosh.

What lesson does Jenka teach?

Trust that even if life places a task that looks virtually impossible in front of me, I can still succeed.